Mest Until I Met You

Shaking on the outside
Because of what I'm feeling inside
My chest is fucking hurting
And my stomach's fucking burning
I laughed when you were crying
And say inside you're dying
Because you gave up way too early
Your fucking pain is so deserving
Don't wanna take it
Because I fucking hate it
Why do we talk when
All we do is argue
Nothing to be said
Except you make me wish I was dead
This time I'm breaking up for good
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you
I fucking hate the way I'm feeling
Because my fucking life's not changing
You broke me down when you stopped caring
Your fucking misery's my healing